Monday, May 31, 2010

I decided

to write every time. i am sad which is all the time.

I feel so alone and that i am not cool enough to be friend with anyone. You know how everyone get invited to party. well

not me . I am not that cool. Well, fuck that. i have my tunes . I love Broadway and their music.

in the height
rent
hairspray
Wizard
next to normal
glee.


there are much more but i am too sad to write them without them i will not be here today.
Just for the record , i am not a gay guy that was hit when i was young . I am not even a guy or gay.

I am girl that has no friends... point blank.
I have a great family. My mom is awesome and my brother is cool. What's the problem .
I just have my pandora and my online video games.

I am not some stupid 14 year old either .
(yes i do think that most 14 year old are stupid. judge me.)
I am almost going to be 21. i am just sad all the time. i do not want people to say that i have depression because i know i do. but i do not care .

everyone can suck my dick ( sorry not really)

I do wake up every morning to happy and volunteer once in while.

so what's up . what wrong with me.
i do not really care who is reading and who isn't ?